I wish..

Wished there were painkillers for the soul.
Wished there were drugs to make myself numb to feelings and emotions, so that I wouldn't have to feel a thing.
Wished there were things that can make me go on everyday without getting worn out.
Wished there is something I can hold on to for comfort.
Wished that the rain will just wash everything.. everything, away.

"Under Your wings I will abide.."
I wish it would be easier to do so.